"My father learned to survive solely by his own wits after he was orphaned at the age of nine. When
he was a young man, he made his way to this country as a stowaway. My mother arrived here at age sixteen,
never to see her mother again. My grandmother had arranged for her to marry a man from 'Gim San'
so that she could have all the promises of the 'Gold Mountain.' What was in store for my mother was a man who was more than 20 years older, who was an impoverished laundryman having spent his savings for this arranged marriage. Coming from rural peasant families in China and with very little formal education, my parents had no choice but to operate a family run hand laundry 24/7 for almost 25 years for a living.
"I am the eldest of seven born to these Chinese immigrants. Most of us kids learned to iron handkerchiefs and towels by the time we were eight, and before that we had learned to sort and fold laundry.
We gradually worked up to ironing the backs of shirts, then shirt sleeves, and eventually more complicated items of clothing. To make ends meet, our parents depended on us for help with childcare, house chores, meal preparations, and to be extra hands in the laundry. Hard work and sacrifice were no strangers to our parents or to any of us kids while we were growing up. Although we always had enough to eat and a roof over our heads, our parents, and eventually I too, saw education to be the only way for us to move out of poverty, and essential for the family's eventual long term survival. Thus, education and excelling was not just encouraged; it was expected. Our early role models then were the offspring of other Chinese immigrants, almost all of whom had higher educations and were in science related careers.
"These early life circumstances were major influences that determined my direction in later life towards a profession that combined both science and service. Because I had always been intrigued by how living organisms were put together to function as they do, it was a natural for me to major in biology as an undergrad. I had initially intended to go into medicine, but was strongly discouraged by my father who feared I would face discrimination in that field. Back in the late 50s, there were no role models for us in medicine. We did not see any Chinese physicians in the small city in upstate New York where we lived. I was told that the ones in New York's Chinatown were only there because whites had no use for them.
"And so I gravitated towards another service profession - secondary education. Wishing to obtain a permanent secondary teaching credential immediately in the sciences, I completed the Master's program in Biology at SUNY in Albany which was about the size that HSU is currently. The faculty there were among my early mentors, and studying and working closely with them opened many doors for me. I discovered so many fascinating and exciting questions in entomology, in plant morphology, in comparative vertebrate anatomy, and I accompanied Margaret Stewart (a newly hired herpetologist on the faculty who had just received her Ph.D.) on field collecting trips. This plus the satisfaction I found teaching university students in introductory zoology and botany labs convinced me to enter doctoral studies at the University of Illinois so I could prepare for a university academic career.
"After completing the Ph.D. degree in Zoology, and a temporary faculty position at the UI Chicago Circle, I joined the faculty in Biological Sciences at HSU in 1969. Over the years, I had many wonderful students in Comparative Vertebrate Anatomy, General Zoology, Human Anatomy, Histology, and in graduate seminars. Through the university and local community, my professional and personal life has been greatly enriched by many friends, students, colleagues, and my family. In these times, I think networking is extremely valuable for one's professional and personal survival. Maintaining contact with colleagues elsewhere, establishing new ones by attending conferences, workshops, symposia, etc., and looking actively for opportunities to collaborate are essential for professional viability in the sciences.
"Ever since those early days in the master's program, I have had a broad range of biological interests. I have also had the good fortune and joy of having family members with whom I have shared common research interests and collaborations. My husband, Archie Mossman, who I met the first year I arrived, was a faculty member in Wildlife Biology. He and I have worked together on the utilization of wild species as a means of achieving ecological and economic sustainability in southern Africa. His Dad, Harland Mossman who was Professor of Anatomy at the University of Wisconsin Medical School, and I have described and published on the existence of specific implantation sites in certain mammals as well as on the fine structure of certain mammalian fetal membranes.
"Through most of my tenure at HSU, I was the only permanent woman faculty member in my department, and women students were in the minority in most biology and other science classes. It was not always easy. Having a partner for moral support and sharing of family responsibilities was a blessing for me. It was not easy for women at any level in the university, and numerous and different strategies have been necessary to increase understanding and acceptance of diversity. My efforts in this regard were greatly influenced by the simple lessons from my parents. These were: learn from others, work hard, do the best that I can, be as good or better than they (the majority) are, be honest, be fair, and be loyal. And so I have always tried to take these lessons into my teaching, my research, and working with co-workers and students. If the students were paying good money for their education, then they should receive full value, but the expectation that they too would do their best was there also.
"I am now emerita professor of biological sciences at Humboldt State University. The early lessons from my immigrant parents and those of my mentors still continue to guide me. There are still activities for me that challenge me, that are fun, from which I find satisfaction, and are opportunities for learning and personal growth. I am able to continue some indirect mentoring through involvement with the Expanding Your Horizons conference. This year I am again helping to organize the hands-on activities for the conference whose goal is to inspire middle school girls to continue with science and math courses as a way of having more options in life. I also am a board member and volunteer as an information specialist for the Humboldt Community Breast Health Project where I use my skills and interests almost daily to update the information library and do individualized internet searches. Life continues to be full."
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